Evan really wants to crawl. You can see it in his eyes. But the only thing he can do to make his little body move at all is roll. It does get him places. But it's not super accurate and he often ends up further away from the desired destination because he rolls the opposite direction. Sometimes I put a toy a few inches in front of him and he gets all excited, starts breathing heavily and then up go the legs and arms. He moves about as far as a turtle on its back. It can be frustrating for the little guy, but he keeps trying.

And boy do I know how you feel, little buddy. I wake up in the morning with big plans for the day. Plans for peace and harmony and no sibling bickering. For calmness with Rollin when he doesn't listen for the fiftieth time. And composure when I spend all morning getting the girls' Reflections entries matted at two separate frame shops only to have Rollin bolt into the car and step on Sela's most prized piece, in an attempt to hide the Pez dispenser he just STOLE from the craft store (we took it back).
I also make plans for carving out time to prepare simple healthy meals. Plans to find a chunk of time to catch up on emails, projects, and a school program I'm in charge of. Time to think about birthdays and Christmas. I have this goal to have everything ordered and done by December 1. I want to enjoy and
experience the Christmas season. Just the thought of running to the mall or Target or any store in December to get some lame last minute gift makes me cringe. But I have made little headway on my goals. The kids are nuts. We are eating a rotation of our three go-to meals (salmon burgers, fish tacos, and homemade pizzas) so much that even I'm sick of them. And I'm tired. So tired.
I go to bed defeated every night. I know it's only Tuesday, but I'm exhausted. My kids have humbled me so much, it's almost laughable. It's so interesting how one day or week I can feel like things are going incredibly well, like I'm the mother I want to be. And then the next I'm ready tho throw in the towel.
Thankfully I have tennis tonight. I'm going to wack the heck out of that ball :)